Both were olderly.
Both had been widowed, recently, relatively.
(Relative to the decades they’d been espoused to their beloved spouses)
and now were, surely, ready,
he had said, “…to give it another go!”
She had laughed in his face.
And she had joked, mimicking him in her recounting of the experience
to her lady friends during their weekly drink bout at O’Leary’s Tavern,
a neighborhood rousting spot in Revere, North of Boston.
Just another raucous, confidential conversation among friends.
She had roughly refused his proposal.
Repulsed his uninvited offer.
Called him an “old fool!”
For he had couched his proposition in words
which hinted at surrender
and a debilitating kindness in the enabling of each other
through their coming, natural, mutual, failings.
Weathering their troubles to their inevitable ends, together.
She’d dismissed his dying view of living
as a mere weakening acceptance,
as an unforgivable wasting
of what time they still had left to do,
by waiting, humbly, for that dark, shrouded harvester
with the slow, swinging scythe.
For in her, still, flamed a ferocious fire
with which to create by back-burn,
a flaming wall against approaching darkness.
If she would lay herself down, at last,
it would be but to revitalize her exhaustion
after a life of requited passion with a lover who could, now,
though surely not with the power of youth,
but, at least, with the fervor of age and know-how,
do what ever he still could do
and would be aching to try it again,
and then again,
with her, as a more than willing accomplice.
She lusted for a comrade-in-her-arms,
not a signator of an armistice ushering her
into some undesired, just-contented end!
And!
She would have it the way she wanted
or she would do herself, alone,
thank-you very much!
For in the willing to be doing lay her victory!
Even in the face of the protestations of her friends
who might be wishing for just such sterile companionship
as he had offered her,
she scoffed!
For she, at last, would collapse her well-depleted body
into an irrelevant coffin
while her flaming soul soared,
lighting as with lightening bolts, the Dark before her,
guiding her on to her next wild adventure!
After a momentary silence in Shawn O’Learys Tavern,
the applause and huzzahs from all denizens present that night
affectionately affirmed Maude Kilcullen’s
Declaration of Independence!