Ain’t nothin’
makes a body think about
the after-life
like an old New England cemetery
on a late January midnight,
where most of the inmates
didn’t have the money
to pay for Perpetual Care,
not that it’d make
all that much difference, there.
Say,
like the old Coventry, Vermont
burial ground
behind the Congregational Church,
circa 1844,
where the fence out back,
hard by the woods,
is fallin’ down
from accumulatin’ snow weight
it can’t hold up no more
and the old stone markers
r’ cracked and broken
from so many cycles
of sun melt and nights frozen in ice
and many of them tomb stones
is buried as deep in snow
as them coffins is in the soil.
But,
still,
we get the skin pricklin’ sensation
that Grandpa Gabriel,
gone now some twenty years,
still sneaks out at night,
twice weekly,
to Bob’s Quick Stop
to snatch a six-pack of Nati-Light.
And Grammy Elizabeth
still floats off to church
every Sunday mornin’
with the tollin’ of the bells
since it’s right next door
and the old pump organ
sounds so like home
and the Franklin stove’s
been recently rehabilitated,
’bout ten years back…
And their dear Great-Grand-Ma
Genevieve
is always invited
to come along to services with Lizzie,
but Grammy insists on layin’ there
in her ashes,
in a snit
’cause she was cremated
instead of buried in a nice
padded oak coffin,
proper,
like she asked
but her kids didn’t have the ready cash
to pay for that exorbitence
LeFevers Funeral Home
charges for that little
extra
extravagance….
But, now, the thoughts that come
from deep in the snow and stone
feel like the gentle
touch of truth.
That singular sense of alone-ness.
The sudden shock of solititude.
There’s no one here!
Certainly,
they’ve slipped away
many times before.
But only to return,
unsure of the next stop
on their journey.
Gabe, Lizzy and Genevieve…
But now,
finally,
they’ve left for good and beyond.
They’ve gotten The Word
at last.
The old echoing sounds,
their tipsy giggles,
the soft gospel harmony,
Grammy’s gripes over her
sorrowful state….
are all silent now.
They’ve all gone….
Somewhere….
Else.